February 2012
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I want to scream...
But there’s no one to hear.
I don’t know how I got back to here. I’m back to completely missing my ex. I’ll spare you the complete ramble about that, since I posted it yesterday.
I feel like I can’t talk about it, I mean I can a little, but I can’t put into proper words how I feel right now. Although there are lovely people I’ve been talking, as much as...
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“That’s why I never meant to be this close,
And let it slip away.”
– Gavin DeGraw - Run Every Time
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I miss...
So many things.
I miss having that someone that cares enough to phone you just because they want to hear your voice, and because they miss you. There’s little greater feeling than having someone who truly cares how you are, or at least, to you, appears to.
I miss having someone you can just lay with, and talk about everything, and kiss for hours. Someone who’s shoulder I can rest my...
That moment...
That the thought occurs that maybe you’re not losing someone, but through a fault mostly of their own, they’re losing you. Or maybe they already have.
Anonymous asked: tell us how your life is going so far, how is uni etc,
elbuzz0:
I miss the person you used to be.
That feeling...
Where you just have so many thoughts and emotions going through your head and can’t quite put them into words. Although, in any case, it’s not like I’d have anyone to say them to even if I could. I’m so up and down right now. Just don’t know what to do with myself so all I do is focus on my diet.
Could still use a smoke right about now.
Any lovely anons tonight?
No? Not feeling it? Thought not.
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Want vs Need
I haven’t smoked all day. Do I want one? Yes. Will I go by them? I don’t think so.
I started smoking for the shittiest reason ever, I wanted to be caught by my ex. It was so stupid, but I did it anyway. That reason was only ever really for the first few weeks, but I actually kind of enjoy smoking, depending on the brand. Silk Cut Silver and I’m happy, although I did recently...
Screw it!
I’m going to watch The Notebook.
Anonymous asked: You will meet someone one soon, guarantee it! x
Anonymous asked: Are you crushing over anybody at the moment? x
Reblog if you're bored and you want anons.
katithegiraffe:
i will get none.
Same here. But it’d be mighty nice if someone did send me one. I’m off out soon, so it might get a hilariously drunken response.
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The weight is a gift...
Sorry, that’s a song lyric by one of my favourite bands, Nada Surf. Seemed appropriate since I’m only really posting about my apparent progress with the whole weight loss malarky. After having eaten dinner today, I’m somehow 6lbs lighter than the scales said late on Monday. Now I know that’s not really possible, not without me being ill, so I’m thinking that maybe...